Yesterday, Today and so... Tomorrow

I've been away for a while again. Have you missed me? I didn't mean to leave you here all by yourself for such a long time. Sorry, I really don't have anything to write. What I am trying to say here is, things changes from one second to another so human does too. I'm not trying to deny any more, I have changed as well. Yesterday, I promised to keep in touch with my friend. Today I broke the promise and tomorrow I'll be forgotten. I used to say that, no matter where I am nor how busy I've became , I'll keep in touch. But, as time flies, I got a lot of things to do. I have made a lot of new friends. I keep laughing and smiling like an idiot like I used to. But, who know what I am thinking? I bet not many. I never forgot all those time I spent back then at Cambodia nor I forgot about each and everyone that I care. When I recall some of my friends simply saying " You've changed, you forgot everything ". I do agree that I have changed but how can you're so sure that I forgot about everything? I mean, I really disappointed. That true, I didn't send any mails nor I phone any one lately. But, I wonder if you ever know that I didn't even call my home either? Each time I think about it, it just not right. I don't deserve it. Guess what I want? I just simply want to live happily as I can. I don't like people pushing me to the corner. The funniest things is that, I got upset and still thinking about how happy I am once I return and meet them someday. That just how naive I am... I hope I can just as well as take it easy.

Her illness

I'd love to tell you guys that, I am SICK now. It's been 5 days already, and I feel so worst since 7 pm. I was quite ok this afternoon, or should I say almost normal? But since I return home, I feel like my brain going to BOOM anytime soon and my troat hurt like hell. I'm not sure if I can get any sleep tonight, as I didn't sleep much since days ago. I almost fogot how it feel to get sick as it was 5 months since the last time I went to see the doctor. You might say that it's not that long, but for me it was a record. I used to catch a cold every 2 weeks or so, in short almost every month. Well, I already went to see the doctor this afternoon, and I got alot of medecine back home. Right now, I wonder if I should go to skul or not tomorrow morning. I really hate the fact that my lecture start very early and I don't get enough sleep at night. How to do? I hope I'll get better, I'm sure that it can't be worst... Right?

It's Oukie's...

It's her day again... She is getting older and older. Poor oukie!! No matter how old and ugly you gonna be, I promis you, I'll love you the way I always do. Anyways, happy birthday Oukie!!

Ps: I've been counting the days... I'm waiting...

No Money

Hi!!! Here I am again. Eventhough I just inform you guys that I might not be able to update often but as tomorrow morning I don't have any class, I took this time to have a quick update here. You guy might knew that I work during the summer's vacation and even I didn't work for along time ( I work only a month and a half ) I should have earn some money. So why do I need to complain about " No Money "? To be frank, I got 200€ more than last year as I work some more. So to make it short, I should got enough money to spent this year as well. But it seem like things didn't go as easy as I think. When I got the cheque, I need to go to the bank and transfer the money and I asked them to make me a Blue Card as well. Guess what? I need to wait around more than 10 days or more. During this time, if I need money I gotta go to the bank again. The probleme is I don't have time to go there. You guys might say " why don't you ask some from ya family ?" . I might as well just do so, but as I have my own money I really don't like the idea. So, what can I do? I'm so broke theses days. I guess it's the first time that I become this poor. I don't even have 1€ in my pocket right now. It's lucky that tomorrow morning I can get sometime to go to the bank at least. If not so, I'm not sure if I gotta get hungry to death at school or not. I make myself sound so pity, right? You guys might also say " how about your friends? And your Sweet Cheri ? ". My friend asked me if I need any help. As I and him eat together almost everyday, it should be easy to repay him back latter. But I don't like to be the bother. Cheri also asked me if I want to get some of his to spend for the time being. He also said something like " It's our " ( I can't help laughing after hearing what he said, it was just too cute ). Ho my, how come they are so good to me lolz. But I found it already abit too much, I don't know how much I should repay them already both Eric and Cheri. Well, as I said I'll put the end of me being poor tomorrow, I wish that everything should go on as I wanted it to be so.


Ps: Warning!!! No asking me to invite you guys to eat or sending money over./*Comment : Just kidding*/ ( I already promised my family that I should pay for them for a big meal, and also there are also the promise with Eric and Cheri though...).